Sleep With A Knife

I'M ON A MISSION!








...wierd!





i love you ashley dawn!!!

<3<3<3

the mission is almost here

-missouri, independence mission
-english
-march 29

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just a little quick thing i am woking on. a project i guess... buy something? please.

i havent updated this in a long time... so, i turned in my mission papers today. i need to cut my hair and take a picture. then email it to my stake president and then he will interveiw me next week to make sure that i am worthy of this calling to go serve the Lord for 2 years. then he will send all my information to salt lake. so in about a month (maybe less) i will know where i will be serving a mission. i will be living here in california for maybe 3 more months. then i will be gone for 2 years! i am excited and scared at the same time.

i dont work anymore. i need a new job.

i love these words...

When I'm lost without a word to say
When I'm not the most intriguing
Will you stay?
When I've called just to hear you say hi
Will you find me too needy and walk away?

And I know these are silly questions to ask you
'Cause you've proven to love me far beyond my faults
And I'll hold on to every conversation if it could be our last

'Cause when you're not breathing
I beg for one more breath with you
When you're silent
I hang on to every word
And there are no regrets with this love

Rewind to any moment you like
Sit back, remember
I will always sit back with you

Oh how cool you wished to be
We were both so nervous
But at peace
And the same time knowning this was right

The time I moved in closely for what you weren't expecting
Think on this
But don't miss
Don't long for the past
Long for what comes next

'Cause when you're not breathing
I beg for one more breath with you
And when you're silent
I hang on to every word
And there are no regrets with this love
No~o

Come away with life
Come away with love
With something better

'Cause when you're not breathing
I beg for one more breath with you
And when you're silent
I hang on to every word
And there are no regrets with this love
No

at this exact moment... i want to fall off the face of the earth... and i am not exactly sure why. im just bored with my life right now.

...and i don't like feeling negative.

Write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts.

ashley tagged me. --12.01

1. i am mormon.

2. i am 19.

3. im going on a mission in january.

4. i will be getting married in 3 years.

5. i work for a mortgage company.

6. i wear tight pants.

7. i am 1/4 mexican.

8. i am paid 11 dollars an hour.

9. i like to shoot guns.

10. i like shooting animals. (no, im not the devil.)

11. i used to be good at moshing, cause i was fast.

12. i want to be a music producer some day.

13. i want to have lots of children with ashley benincosa.

14. i have a scar on my right knee, and a scar on my right love handle area.

15. i am straight edge.

16. i have been in a hardcore band and am now in an indie rock band.

17. i am very opinionated.

18. i have a switch blade and knuckles.

19. i always wear a belt.

20. i suck at reading out loud.

--13.08

i tag...

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